[APPOINTMENTS POST] 13 Paternoster Road

[eversohungry]

[This is an appointment post for Vastra at luceti.]

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[Action] September 18th

[eversohungry]

[Few things had enough effect on Vastra to cause her to exile herself from social life.]

[Remembering how much she and Zevran had 'loved' one another in the week previous is enough to make her want to throw herself off the community housing building every time she remembered. Not only because Zevran was married to Jack and Eugene, creating a very Oedipal situation that had every natural instinct in Vastra's body recoiling in disgust, but also because of her own commitment. She loved Jenny, she'd never thought to love another person because their relationship was so deep and so certain and so strong. How would she face Jenny if her wife ever arrived? She couldn't accept that there was nothing she could have done to resist it, Vastra refuses to acknowledge that she has such little power over her own situation.]

[And yet... what else can be said? She had been unfaithful to the woman she cared most for, and was sick over it. Vastra had been inside and out of touch, away from her journal, ever since waking up against Zevran. Certainly they had spoken about how this could be handled, but everything was spinning around inside her head so fast she could barely get the unwanted thoughts out of her mind.]

[She had betrayed her wife, and her children. Nothing could be done to undo it, apologies could only be made. But Vastra, shockingly, was too afraid.]

[z_jay]

[ That Vastra hadn't responded to Jack's post regarding the restoration of his hearing, Eugene immediately became concerned. Any number of scenarios came to mind, but the last one being that she would electively do this, abscond from any sort of contact. She had to be ill, or injured, or perhaps distracted with something of equal import...

He had managed to pry Jack away from his earbuds long enough to convince him to join him. In an effort to check on Vastra... he had contemplated going alone, since it may be she simply didn't desire company-- but Vastra had been as close to a mother as she could possibly be to the both of them, and it was something they hadn't forgotten. If Eugene went, Jack went with.

Which was what found them outside her residence, Eugene knocking on the door, calling for Vastra without an ounce of anger or resentment or negativity. It could be that he was unaware of the goings-on, or perhaps... it wouldn't be such an ordeal as one might anticipate... ]